31/10/03
events for the last week
-drama nite
-netball carn
-cheena cultural thingie-go drink tea

drama nite
we got it.the first thing we told ourselves is that we have really really gone that far even if we got 4th in the end..we got in.finally..last yr was a big flop larhs..hehs..worked hard for the knock out round,practising and practising..got in and practised somemore..the food ms wong brought for us in the gym on sat before the knockout round..sighs.ate together at the gym..[someone happen to know that all ths i typed was kinda incoherent?]
the truth is,all these words seemed inadequate to describe what i felt..on mon[knockout] and the actual performance on wed. first came elated..all of us screamed block e down when we run to pop and heard we got it..hugs and more screaming..av cried a lil cos she felt so so happy..pure elated..i was like,YES.[screams]next,a bit of frus cos the class a bit not organised..shouting all over the place in the hall..lighting then was all over the place..bascially,not prepared..sher,grace,sruth and i went to see 2/7 rehearse and felt a lil sad..cos they were so bonded..if anything when wrong,they jus luffed and do it all over again..and when their classchair toked,they sat down and listened..that din happen to us..then the hustle and bustle preparing for the performance-makeup flew,everone perspired which so din help for the makeup.clothes and ribbons for the girls all over the place.you noe,the chaos before any show larhs..next came the nervousness on wed..extra hcl in the stomach when produces the butterflies in the tummy feeling..and a bit of pride.we went a lil crazy and hyper while waiting in ks g..lotsa photo taking with funny poses..carmen borrowed joana's jacket and became shuai ge..haha..all of us cudden resist taking a photo with her..all of us acting bimbotic [blowing kisses with a silly face..]and she in the middle..hahahaha..quite a joke larhs..den smtg happened which i wasnt proud of..muds wanted to do the offi-sir thingie..which i felt really stupid..then started quarralling..hais in the end i realised my folly and since it'll be the last time we ever get to do anything liddat,might as well..come what may..apologised to muds and av whom i had made really angry..but in the end we din do it larhs..then the final performance..everything when smoothly and i had wanted to cry..haha..but din larhs..rushed up to the gallery and watched 2/6 performance..along the way we had formed alliance with some of the classes..like 2/6..mebbe becos we have pltmates in other classes larhs..cheered and clapped for them..then came 2/7's..cheered and clapped too..then the geper..ughs.we were like,wdv..haha..only pple who cheered was the other gepers..that's jus too bad eh..haish..our class started the kallang wave..haha..then the bombing game..then results.held hands.stopped breathing.prayed.uhuh..in the end we got 4th larhs.[there were 4 classes performing..]yay..that ain matter..what had mattered most that we had actually got into drama nite and performed.we did it in that aspect larhs..our first and last performance in drama nite.
still have my sir board which had hung on my neck during the performance..it will be a reminder and sovenir for me i guess..that anything can be done if effort is put into it and the sweet memories of my class..
grace:she really left a nice impression..caring yet seemed a lil pissed,a lil esaperated during pratices goes to show how much she had cared for drama nite..sense of humor too..sighs..gess i'll always remember her as the guy who came to sir and asked for her number..[haha.i bet u din noe what happened.grace was the guy and me the sir larhs..she,in her low voice,said'sir,can i have your number.'i borrowed alison's pink scarve and acted gu niang..haha..ok.we were bored.that bored.]
alison:sum how only towards the end,we got close..mus be the cpr course when we smooch lil anne our dear manniquein..ouch man.our mouths became red after the test..that was how hard u need to blow..oh wells.if kissing is really that hard,then my lips are out of bounds.hehs.anw,ali gave me the feelign that she's a cheerful kinda person..sunny..tho she told us somehings abt herself which contridicted to what i jus said..but that's my impression of her larhs..btw,our fave phrase of the day now is:hello hello are u ok or hi im a qualified first aider.i can help[hahaha]

hmm..when back home after drama nite feeling strangely in a bliss..and v tired too larhs..but the hapiness was there..thank you 204 for making my last drama nite memorable and a huge sucess..tho we din win in the end,we had the same fair share of sweet memories as well as the effort we had put it is the same and as hard as the winning class..u guys take care of urself kaes..
there wun be good byes but see you again-s..



|jav| 11:05 PM|

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shall leave netball carn for tonite to write abt..now go on to the shang cha experience on thurs.we took a bus to china town and reached this traditional looking with cool ambience place.v chinese larhs.with the bamboos and dark furniture..had a lectured on the diff types of tea,a lil legend abt tea and was shown the proper way of making and appreciating the tea..v cool..
there are 6 types of tea,mainly red,yellow,wulong[or anotherwise jingcha],white,green and black.the origin of tea came from china but other countries such as india,malaysia had started growing their tea leaves..
the legend:this founder of tea whose name had unfortunately lost in the depths of my memory,was actually a babarian..he would eat and sample all kinds of leaves,barks and grasses..once,he accidentally ate a poisonous leave which can kill any man within 7 steps.when he was taking his 5th step and was in agony,he picked up his cup and wanted to drink,thinking that perhaps,he can wash off the toxins in his tummy.jus then,a tea leaf dropped into his up of water..already dying,he din not care and drank the water with that tea leaf..however,he did not die in the end.btw,he had a transparent middle so he cud see that that tea leaf was clearing up the toxin substance in his stomach.tadahh..cool eh.but seeing what we eat going thru digestion is gross..yuewks.
usefulness of tea:it's 'cooling' and keeps the drinker cool on warm days.it helps with the immune system and detoxins the body,hence helps drinker to stay slim.it contains coccain so it also acts like coffee..
the awfully complicated tea set:there's this cloth to wipe the table and the bottom of cups.the teapot.another pot thingie which u pour out the tea from the teapot and ino this pot to serve.two cups,the one for sniffing another one for drinking.wooden twisers thingie to take our the tea leaves for the teapot.a small section for bamboo to scope up the tea leaves to put into the tea pot.a stick with 2 ends,one pointed to help clear the funnel of the tea pot and a small spoon in the other end to scope up the residues.a small porcelein tray to put the two cups to serve.

i tink that's abt all..better go brush teeth now..will continue later..



|jav| 7:29 PM|

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20/10/03
sighs.im peeling all over..my hands..my arms-burnt,black and peeling..i look so gross now..hehs..
decided to try out for the caps thingie..looks interesting cos i know i'll most prolly benefit from the seminar seeing how other kids my age write..totally chimofied larhs..hehs..anw,i like writing so jus try it out..no harm in doing that..poetry..hehs..lit is my life..carn imagine my life without words,poetry or books..will jus die..
my first step of trying and not holding back..
wish me best of luck..submitting two of my works[ok.they ain that good..hehs] on fri..


|jav| 8:18 PM|

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full throttle

learnt some things abt myself thru the eq test..i realise not for the first time that actually,despite all the tok abt wanting fresh and new things all the time,i dun feel comfortable with changes..in fact,prolly most pple wudden snap into immediately accepting that change..jus that i feel that i have that resiliance..yups.to fight the change or not try new things..i suppose everyone is always afraid of maluating herself/himself..but i dowan this fear of embrassing myself hinder any chances of me taking that shot..nope.i dowan that to happen..mebbe i cud learn how to luff more at my mistakes,and not let that failed opportunity dampen my spirits to try even harder next time..coming to this point,i suppose it links,that i accept failure easily..that's bad yah..i now.perservence and the never-die-spirt and stuff..uhhuh.uhhuh..i want to change that,so i'll probably start now..piddeedo..

oh yah..made another discovery..i realised all pple ever need is control..like the basic of the yin and yang kinda thing..the element of being sane..yups..that's it..haha..anyway,i realised,proly a lil too late cos it does make sense,that pple hate it when things go out of control..like out of balanced..pple like to have the control over their lives-that's called freedom.like to be able to control the situations of certain circumstances-that's called power..self-control..so on and so forth..oh wells..yups..i gess i have been out for a long time,handling my reins of my own life to time and situations and been waiting for things to happen..wells it ain going to be that way anymore..i want those reins back..im back in full control of my life..not more renting out my life..[haha..the album by dido..lurve the song white flag..]
ladeedum~




|jav| 8:00 PM|

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today's iz the starting of 'post exams activities'..quite lame..a bit disappointed cos ora day is officially cancelled cos it was drizzling..[like we are made of paper.]it's is so pathetic..i mean,wei wei.this is rgs..but becos of sars,we cancelled sports day..[and it's like this big thing?!!!the sec1 missed their first sports day and sec4s,their last one..]was supposed to have the ora carnival at rj this yr,but the ora association apparently thot it wud be too risky since it was during the sars period..quoting from ah wong,'if u really want to do smtg,you'll learn/know how to do it somehow'..those pple werent trying.it was quite obvious larhs..like,good thing sars came at the right time then dun need to plan like crazy..it's jus so shit..other schs can put in the effort to organise carnivals and stuff,even let outsiders join in the fun but our sch?big fat hope.rgs-no such things..
makes me wonder what's there to be proud of besides the results,both academically and sports wise.yah so?what else.sure,the ccas..oh yah,state of art rock climbing wall..all this is old.old and mouldy liaos..sighs..all i can say is,the last time i felt that bit of rafflesian spirit was during sec1 orientation..that was a loooong time ago sia..
ok anyway..today was so boring..mrs wee was like crapping and crapping on stage,obviously trying to kill the time..was rudely interupted while watching this french/japanese movie wasabi[i was reading the subtitles larhs..duuh.]then the rest of the day was for drama nite..then had this eq test thingie..learnt quite a few things abt meself..that im a empathetic relationships person..haha..


|jav| 7:23 PM|

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17/10/03
the sun,sand,water and platoonmates

hey bloggie!!
hehs.so yah in a hyper mood now..was waiting for sis to finish using the com,the hyper mood kinda built up..haha..
yah so in the end i went to sentosa with pmates..despite the gentle warnings from ma and the pple whom i had been asking so frantically yesterday,'shud i go?shud i go?',i went..cant resist the sand,the sun and the water..most of all,the time i'll be spending with my dear dear pltmates..din go that well tho cos it rained..sad huh..were ready for the sun but it ain ready for us..went in the end,hung out a bit at habourfront mall but hecked in the end..boarded the bus to sentosa..shmolt made a mistake of wearing culottes and pe shirt..got up the bus,some guy saw the word 'raffles' and said damn loudly,'eh you rgs de ren..'it was like,ok ming,i dunno you and thanks very much huh.oh wells..then all of us took out towels and quickly wrapped ming..prefer the old rg shirt..at least it doesn scream 'raffles'..haish.
anyway we got to palawan beach..lush,tempted by the sea was kinda impatient..haha..water was weally nice tho it was drizzling..a lil cold..then we played in the sea lorhs..splashed around,behaved like a grp of 10 yr olds..hehs.halfway crossed the bridge to the paradise place..din stay there too long tho cos it was kinda crowded..went back and played summore..
oh yah..we saw 2sg liang pei larhs..it's like,how unlucky..we were playing in the sea,splashing around when sher said,'eh,i like see sg..'freaked larhs.craning necks and straining eyes..it was indeed her..gosh..greeted and looked the other way round intently..yups.i mean,that's like pure coincidence.she was with her classmates tho..thank god..hehs..i mean,not that we were all dry and clean when she saw us..was like grinning and grinning like no one's business..but gess what..she looked damn chio lorhs..was wearing this white top..damn chio..hehs.
went the yellow float thingie and toked..the swim to there was tiring but sitting on the float was relaxing..toked abt stuff..mus be too bored cos we started toking abt serious stuff..went the the float twice..first time lush told us this end-up-not-very-scary-ghost-story..the second time ming and sher were like toking abt children..like what will happen shud their children turn out not so bright..and what ifs like having a unfaithful husbands..toked abt muddy and carmen..got quite depressing larhs..then we were all quiet and in this reflective mood..hmm..van got a lil sea sick cos the float was like floating and bumping..that poor girl hardly spoke and remained in the water..
anyways,went back and showered then went to bk for lunch..yah at 4 plus..damn tired and everyone were like,huh huh..damn sleeby..haha..took a bus back and said goodbyes when we reached mrt station..
it was a fun day for me tho it din turn out that nicely..was surrounding by the pple i lurve.. :)
what we wore
-van:this fcuk shirt and blue shorts which cut her
-ming:quiksilver shirt and fbts
-sher:hardrock cafe shirt with fbts
-ning:this white rather revealing shirt with silver words and a pair of orange shorts
-lush:olive green cross back top with orange shorts she bought at a shop there
-me:white sleeveless shirt which they said looked like a singlet[wdv pmates.] and a pair of orange shorts..
various coloured sport ahems.=D
whee--wanna go the sentosa again..when the sun is shining britely and my arms are not that burnt..tink they're rotting..spotted some blackish spot on the pink of my arms..i wun die jus yet right..hehs..see how first larhs..prolly go a doc if they dun disappear..




|jav| 9:18 PM|

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things i wanna accomplish during hols
-get all my piercings done if possible[3 on the left 2 on the right-one pair down liaos.pierced yesterday]
-learn basic spanish[crashcourse]
-read all the books on the eril list[those i haven read]
-do volunteering work
-get a nice tan.[not sun burn tho]
-make xmas present for platoonmates
-make farewell presents for class before hols start
-movie marathon
-sleepover if possible

things i hope to do
-dye my hair red
-spray paint one wall of my rm-dark blue with silver, one side purple with orange polka dots,third side black.[hehs.my rm is that small..4th side is the windows]
-wear nothing but sports ahem and a towel and go shopping at orchard
-go jogging at 3am
-use those toy guns but with pellets and shoot at the street lamp posts at midnite.[dun get caught larhs]
-draw huge pink hearts on street directional sighs[the ones on roads which tells you the name of that place]
-get a job.[been spending too much moola oready]





|jav| 6:09 AM|

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mebbe i shud be a nun.yah..
hate it when this bloody guy stared at me on the train when i was heading towards harbourfront..so irritating lorhs..stare and stare..i mean like goddamnit.it's not like im not wearing anything.ughs.ok mebbe im kicking up a fuss but i got it settled when i cracked my knuckes.loudly.the guy got off the next stop.good.triumph.
another thing is,being a nun means that i dun have to care abt how i look.kewl eh..and not to worry abt cutting myself or getting depressed over a guy in future..i think i want it to remain that way..guys like docile gals..i not.im jus not...mebbe being in an all girls sch for too long,ive forgotten how is it like to fall in love..like to lose your mind over somebody and pulse quickening when thinking of that person..i gess after so much time,the notion of falling in love scares me..i have become so independent..cant really picture myself with a guy or sharing my time with him..jus no..
anw,i hate veggies..and i lurve lil kids..nahh--mebbe being a nun ain a gd idea after all..i mean,this is spore..no famous nunnery here..that's jus too bad..

haha..ok pple who is reading this..i prolly blew my mind liaos..gone a lil crazy after trip to sentosa today..mus be the salt water..went into my brain and did something in there..


|jav| 5:58 AM|

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15/10/03
it would be at least 8 hrs before bedtime at 12.30.
how.im so bored i dun even noe if i shud cry..life is getting way to boring..i need things happening,some stress and stuff going on.yesh.i think i live for all the exiciting things that happened/will happen to me in life..
life jus ain drifting along,letting time pass and counting down the hrs before bedime..
im so so bored..jaded.damn.i need stress sia.
went swimming yesterday without sunscreen,looking like a lobster now..arms hurting/itching like shit..ugh.mebbe i shud bite of one chunk out of my arm,sure looks cooked to me..going to sentosa on fri..if my arms do not heal in time,bet mum wudden let me go..boohoo..
sighs.bottomline is,im bored.

god pls send something tumbling into my life now..pls..


|jav| 4:30 AM|

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14/10/03
now to saturday..
we were supposed to meet up to get presents for msg that day..but many pple cudden make it.in the end only left mud,van,ming and i..mie tagged along with shmote cos both of them were going for tuition..
haha..so funny kaes..that morning when i called mud to tell her to meet at bugis mrt,she was like,where is bugis.[like,thanks god she din say what's bugis can it be eaten..]i was like,flabbergasted.yesh.completely,throughoutly,totally flabbergasted.okie.so she haven been out for the past minth or so.so have all of us.but i mean,this is singapore.cilvilization.oh wells..what more can i say?that's dear muddy for you..[claps**]
ok in the end that gurl went early and hung around until i found her..then we waited out chang kee for van..went to get some food and saw her squatting down jus in front if the esclator.oh mann..looked so pathetic but i joined her anyway..haha..two crazy songbos.counted how many pple when to get something from chang kee,then how many weird stares we got from the pple walking past us..5 and 7 respectively per min..doing things like dat certaintly changed my perspective of life a lil..like how the poor guy at orchard mus have felt playing on his keyboard or guitar while the pple whom he can hear but not see walk past him..he's talented..once when he played a company song,the walkway wasnt very crowed so i stood and listened..gave him two bucks..carmen and someone else were with me..[sorry i forgot hu was that someone else.but it's another pltmate..all of our faces changed when we heard the familar 'nothing's gonna change my love for you..u ought to know by now how much i love you..']okie.there i go again..digression sia..
ok anyway, things din turn out pretty larhs..somehow ning was acting weird..mud was extremely tight with the money so we din really get anything substantial for her..i got damn mad at them larhs..so a lil after ming and mie left,i asked van,mud and ning if that was all we are getting her,they said yes and i jus left..yups..'i'll be off' then walked off..remember that this was not the first time i walked away from my pltmates..but anyway,i was filled with this cold anger and frustration,that kind when u know u have swallowed too many bubbles of anger and feeling a little bloated up..yups.seething larhs..stormed off to the mrt station and was wondering where i shud go..av my savior saved me..she called and asked me where i was..i told her i was at bugis larhs,asked her if she can meet me at orchard..needed someone to talk to..and there she was..love you av..thanks..you jus called at the right time..thanks gurl..din go the orchard straightaway tho,went to citylink to get a card for msg and some envelopes..then to orchard..went to the library before meeting her..spent the remaining of the afternoon toking/gossiping at kfc then went windowshopped some more..sighs.ok.what's with window shopping again?announcement:i think i have changed a bit.jus a teeny weeny bit.i kinda enjoy doing girly stuff like shopping now..i use to hate it..am i still normal.yah.wdv.
haha..nvm.
sighs..i jus wonder..how come it's always my pltmates making me damn happy or damn pissed and pple like av coming in when im at the lowest point and abt to breakdown to help me up and dress my wounds.what wud that mean..i'm jus wondering..and cuming to a conclusion..perhaps a selfish one but veh honest:my pltmates are pple whom i know will be there when im happy cos i wanna share my joy with them..but on the other hand,i would rather be with pple who understands,like av,sympathesizes with me when im most battered and worn out..

why.


|jav| 1:29 AM|

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heys bloggie..im back.[eh,tink im the only person so far i noe who toks to her own blog.]shall continue with what i started..so yarhs,after we saw 1sg ng yun,we jus hung around at ps.were bored then went to citylink lorhs..window-shopped somemore,coerced ming to try on a halter tops[ok.i tink we jus blew our brains off after exams.anw,what's with halter tops lately?]..oh man..she's got the figure..go babe..hehs.eh jav.she's your pltmate.okok.
oh yah,i forgot to add..we went swensons for dessert..icecream..yummylicious.got this special draw thingie and i got a free scoop of icecream..haven redeem yet..oh yah,robs was like acting real strange..i mean,before start of sci paper,she was like,sher,have u been out with guys before and all sorts of questions and argument abt love..omg.smtg is up mann..we jus knew it so kajiow-ed her all the way from sch to orchard..finally told us in the middle of chocolate icecream..hahaha..ahem.there's this new guy from ri whom she's getting real close too..haha..i mean,chatting for 5 hrs and finding him a lil sweet and sensative..hmm..suspicious right..haha..go gal..sher told me this morning tho,found out the background of that ahem guy..told me that he's nice larhs..but a lil despo..but will suit robbos well cos both of them like crapping..haha..oh mann..my dear robbos..all the way gal..haha.[paat.i knew she'll read this.i knew it.=D]oh yah.hannah find robbos zia.so she's not that bad larhs..haRhaR..[lame mann.]
another thing,that stupong waiter who came and took our orders said sher is fat.gosh.feel like punching him up and all that larhs..knowing how sher is so bloody sensative abt her weight..grr.ok anw i totally embrassed her larhs,cos i yelled at him while leaving that 'she's not fat!'ok.damn rash.sher was like,javviiiinnnnneee..okie.point taken.hey,i jus carn see my poor platoonmate licking her wounds..but anw,sher is not fat.enuff is enuff lorhs.we have been thru the whole thing abt self-image,how-shallow-pple-can-be-if-all-they-see-is-you-on-the-outside,that-skinny-pple-can-be-fat-too procedure..yesh.i'll officially call it a procedure..sighs.
but somehow i felt out..yah,fri after sch when supposedly i shud be the one finally letting my hair down[literally cos my hairband had been pinning down my hair.looked weally gross larhs.],but the thing is jus not that..yah.sometimes pple feel it too right,being together and all that but somehow somewhere,something is missing..mebbe we haven been hanging out for a long time already so it felt a lil..sighs,i dunno which word to use..you u get the idea..then ming and sher cud see that too,so they told me not to expect a lot of fun yet..something to that extent..like not expecting things to be the same like before exams..exams had physically and mentally drained us out;with the stress and stuff..yups.i forced myself to understand that..partly cos i haven slept the whole night before[biaing for cheena] and the tummyache i felt that afternoon[mus be the food.too rich suddenly.all i had eaten during exams was rice for lunch.]haish.damn larhs.i myself made it that way.not so enjoyable liao lorhs.serve you right jav,for always expecting so much of others without thinking and considering how u have treated them..


|jav| 1:01 AM|

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13/10/03
happiness is..

-knowing that u belong to somewhere
-knowing that u mean something to someone
-loving and fiercely protecting a bunch of pple you love
-finding a bag of chips when u need time-out from math
-to be able to write and express your thots
-chatting till 3 am in the morning with someone who knows what he's toking abt
-to sing eternal flame in the rain with an umbrella
-to splash in puddles at age 12 and not care what others will say
-to do something new with confidence
-waking up every morning and stare at darkness
-listening to silence at 4 am
-looking up at the sky in the morning in search for stars
-achieving what u have worked so hard for
-trying to achieve what u have so much wanted to achieve
-seeing that the skies are turning blue for you
-to be able to have the courage to cry out hard when things go so so wrong
-picking up the phone when feeling battered and hearing the voice coming from the right person at jus the right time
-looking out of the bus every morning on the way to sch
-find peace within everything
-not fighting so much and letting things be
-fighting hard for things that need to be changed
-crying after wong played that song 'i hope you choose to dance' and take in comfort that at least,we had been close
-saying good bye with a second glance and noe that these pple had made an impact in ur life and you'll nv forget them
-seeing butterflies flying in the trees
-tired sore feet soaking in hot water
-ice lemon tea after nc trg
-that day when all of us went mad and played in the heavy rain singing happy birthday to us
-seeing smiles on faces
-the happy times we spent together as a plt
-knowing that your sacrifice is worth it
-getting a reply from an exclassmate whom had almost lost touch when u smsed him at 2.30 in the morning
-space and freedom
-my platoonmates,my family,pple who care abt me
-my blanket and pillow and computer
-singing in the bathroom
-being alone and thinking
-being with pltmates and having a great time



|jav| 11:08 AM|

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12/10/03
exams are finally over..ok the celebrating mood is wearing out now so yups..
what i've been doing for the past few days:shopping,pigging out ,vegetating in front of the tv,reading..
went out on fri..was like,orchard here we come..wild creatures on the loose..then when we got to orchard,we saw like kids from sch..was like a sch excursion..ming was having gastric pains so when to kaya toast place to get her a hot drink..then went to lido to get food..i ate spagetti.carmen and cheryl werent wih us;mud chose her computer games over us when she heard we are going shopping,carmen chose av and hannah over us and when pasta mania..oh wells..i miss having carmen with us..mebbe she's a lil loud,a lil stubborn,a lil scary sometimes..but i miss my platoonmate..yups..pls come back soon carmen..dunno what got over you to think that we are trying to trap you but i sure miss hanging out with you..anyway,after food we jus walked around,got bored with orchard when to ps,walked somemore,saw 1sg ng yun and were like..ARGGHHHH..she so chio now..so chio..missed her so much cos it's been a long time since we last saw her..then 1sg told us that she saw mud at pasta mania..we were like,huh.cos mud was going home..van realised that she's prolly toking abt carmen..toked a while then left her..were a lil sad cos she forgot our faces larhs..but nvm..it's been so long already..i mean,sec4s have oready rod-ed..sighs..
ok sorry i got to end it so abruptly..better start moving my ass..meeting the rest at 11.30 at orchard mrt..
nice coming back and leaving my mark on my dear bloggie..hehs..


|jav| 7:36 PM|

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01/10/03
the blues
exams are starting next week..having mixed feelings now,mixture of freaked out and the odd calmness.oh wells.
okie.here jus to say im still alive and hanging onto that floating dead log..
ciao~



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